Figured I'd just update people on a few things. My heart is broken at the moment because my beautiful xbox was shipped today to be fixed because the stupid thing Red Ring of Death'd me. Microsoft finally sent the box, so I packed it up and shipped it out. I'm going through major withdraw from watching the guys play Left 4 Dead, and playing Paper Boy (New games, what are those? Rich people toys, that's what).
Currently I am in finals week, which let me tell you, is ever so joyful. And by joyful I mean I want to stab someone's eyes out. (One guess as to whom I am referring, Becca)

OH! FantasticamazingIwannapeemyself news- Chris' dad is paying for a cruise for our honeymoon :3 That's right, hoes, I get to go to the Caribbean. Bam.


I'm really trying to think of infinitely clever things to say, and think of what else I need to update people about. I swear when I started this journal I had more on my mind. A cat has adopted me. I have named him Frodo. He is black and an utter sweetheart. I have massive rope-burn on my shoulder blades from wearing a harness yesterday for Chris' final photography project (he's doing crime scenes, and I was "hanged")
I sincerly want a tattoo, but won't even be able to think about getting one until after I have helped my mom all I can with wedding stuffs.
(which is five months away. my goodness i may faint)

Reading for my own personal pleasure is a thing of the past. It's only text books and ASL dictionaries for me at the moment, and it's making me very depressed. I cannot wait for my 6 day break inbetween Spring and Summer Quarter, cause oh man am I going to go to town on every book in sight.


I'm finally becoming ok with the changes that are going on around me(the last few years, especially), though I will admit I cry about them a lot more than I should still.
Most of the things that are there, no one even knows I still think about. But I do. Won't stop nagging at the back of my mind. Too many sad things to think about. Too many pissy arguments to dwell on. Personally, I don't think that life is too short to be in a fight(or pissed off at, or holding a grudge against..whatever) with someone, because I am of the belief that this life will last way too long. But I do think that it is so much more enjoyable when you don't have the weight of an on going feud on your heart.
I've tried recently to mend a broken fence, and it didn't work out too well...Didn't end bad..just nothing came of it. But I did try. And that's all any of us can do. You can't force your company or friendship on anyone. It's pointless to try.

A few things I have noticed lately that make me sad-
I can't listen to HIM anymore. Funeral of Hearts came on the other day on my iPod, and I burst into tears.
I don't like vampires as much as I used to.
It doesn't matter to me that I don't write anymore.
Cartoons aren't as interesting to me (unless they are Looney Tunes)


And so on and so forth.
My journals are so random at times.